2nd Proposal

The ring...it's a much darker color in person.

So...Casey proposed to me this weekend. Well, sort of. I sent out a message saying that he did, and I got a lot of confused responses back. Mainly, "Didn't you already do that?"

Well, the answer is, yes I did. I guess I don't know what to call it. He gave me a ring in return for the ring that I gave to him. I've been responding to the confusion by saying that in our relationship we both have to ask, but really there was no "Will you marry me?" involved.

I'll tell you what happened...

Saturday night I was exhausted and went to bed around 11:00. At 2:00 am I was having a very strange and vivid dream. I felt something tugging at my finger and it startled me awake. When I opened my eyes I saw Casey hovering over my face and felt him holding my hand. I immediately reacted by shouting, "What the fu** are you doing?" and pulling my hand away violently! He had honestly scared the crap out of me! He said that he was just trying to say goodnight. Well, I thought that was odd and responded, "Why were you holding my hand? What are you doing?"

Casey was trying to put the ring on my finger so that I would just wake up and it would be there in the morning. He was pissed that I had woken up and caught him in the act because he had been practicing and never had I awoke before this. He was so mad at me for waking up this time, and since I wouldn't drop my questioning of what he was doing, he just gave up and said, "Here! Goodnight!" and slid the ring on my finger.

So...call it what you want, but I have a ring of my own now...AND...a proposal story that involves the "F" word! How romantic!

Mam, I'm sorry but you need a license to operate that pregnancy...

I am a firm believer that people should have to require a license before they are able to breed. They should have to take parenting courses, and fill out some type of paper work that proves they will be able to raise a child in a comfortable upbringing. I have been bombarded this week by stories of people having children out of wedlock with numerous partners. On the radio, in magazine articles, and a particularly close-to-home story of a co-worker of mine. I think it is fantastic if you want to have a child because you have all the love and means that it takes to raise them. I don't really care how you go about procreating in those particular cases. But when you get pregnant intentionally to trap a man, or the make yourself feel better about the life you are living, or because you are some skeezy guy who doesn't want to wear a condom it is a sad sad situation for that child. I can only hope that one day I will be able to be a father and there are people running around out there getting knocked up, or knocking people up for sport. It is ridiculous. I think that being a parent is the hardest job in the world...shouldn't you have to meet certain qualifications before you are allowed to enter that career? Think about it.

Summer Life...

Things have been going pretty well since getting back from my Mexico trip and being cleared of the Swine Flu. I didn't catch it, praises!

I finished my intense semester of the MAT program with a 4.0 still, thank you very much. I rock!

I was able to have a few weeks off to enjoy the start of summer. Very nice.

BUT...it didn't last. I had to begin my Diversity class, the LAST official MAT class that I will have to take. From the end of June on out it's just STUDENT TEACHING REQUIREMENTS and that's it! Woot Woot!

I received my placement for student teaching and I am going to be working in a 3rd grade class in the school district I was really hoping for. I am excited, but a little worried about my Mentor. She was not so thrilled to be mentoring me, particularly because I was a Westminster student, whom she referred to as "slutty good-for-nothings" because of her past experiences with inappropriately dressed and disorganized student teacher alumnae. Thank you ladies. I think by the end of our conversation she had warmed up to me a little bit, but I really couldn't tell considering the fact that the last thing she said to me was, "I don't want to see or hear from you til August 24th." Which just happens to be the first day of school. We'll see how it goes.

I was able to break away for a quick New York trip with my best friend Leslie, and some new friends from school. That was pretty damn exciting! We had a fantastic time exploring the city, shopping, eating, and witnessing many acts of depravity while visiting a NYC dance club! Good times.

I have been trying to enjoy as much of this summer as I possibly can. Spending some time in St. George, attending the annual PRIDE fest activities in the pouring rain, walking the dog at night, and reveling in the fact that it is BBQ season and we tend to have some crazy BBQ's in my little group of friends, has made this summer pretty fun so far.

I must say though that I am sick to death of the rain. When is the warm summer weather going to arrive? Last night was the Kelly Clarkson concert and we were soaking it up all night...not her spectaclular voice...but the freezing cold rain. No more rain. "I can't stand the rain...wikki wikki!"

Paranoid Much?

When did my life become the storyline for a bad "Made-for-Television Mini-Series?"

"A group of education students travel to a third world country where a mysterious pandemic breaks out. No one has the answer. No one has the cure."

What a Circus...

Last night was Britney's Circus concert and I must say that I thoroughly enjoyed myself! It was a fantastic show. Britney looked amazing and the costumes, the stage, the dancers and the circus performers were all awesome to watch. My one gripe is that I wish Britney would put her whole heart into performing the way she used to. I was a little disappointed in her lack of enthusiasm while on stage, and wish she was her old self again. With that said she still did a great job! It was fun to see her perform again, and as always she is a wonderful entertainer. I loved the set list, and I really enjoyed a few spectacular moments throughout. One highlight was when Britney was lifted into the air and spun around while sitting on a human couch made of two buff dancers. I also loved her Marilyn Manson "Sweet Dreams" montage video. Classic Britney...looking very innocent while strutting around in underwear as a giant orgy of dancers bumps and grinds behind her. It was really hot!



Britney's Opening Outfit!



Britney Flying High Above The Stage!

The Stage From Our View!



My Favorite Outfit! Stripes, Fedora, Sparkles!

"Sweet Dreams" Montage

Britney In The Cage...

She Looks FANTASTIC!

Our seats were amazing also! We were kiddie corner to the stage on the front row of the first balcony. I am kicking myself today for not taking my camera with me because I would have gotten some amazing photos. I did have my cell phone, but with no zooming action it looks like we are way further away then we actually were. I loved the show though and I would see her again in a heart beat. Hopefully she will learn to love touring again and put her all into the next show!

An Engagement Story

I had decided that after dating Casey for six years this May it was time we moved to the next step. I did what any normal man would do and tricked Casey into a jewelry store to find out what kind of ring to buy and what the correct size would be. This was not an easy task, but with some help from my friend Melanie, and under the disguise of Pearl Necklace shopping, we got the deed done.

I bought the perfect ring for Casey and had been holding onto it for about 4 weeks. My plan was to pop the question on our six year anniversary in a big memorable fashion, but the more I thought about it, the less I wanted to do something extravagant. I really wanted to just catch Casey off guard and have it be that much more of a surprise. I decided on Friday that Sunday, March 29th would be the day I would ask.

Sunday morning I awoke with the intention of asking first thing. Usually on Sunday mornings Casey is on the couch snuggled up in his California Raisin blanket watching political shows like "This Week with George Stephanopoulos." My idea was to surprise him during this perfectly mundane routine. However, I woke with the worst sore throat of my life (thank you Graduate School Colleagues) and I was worried I would not be able to make my big surprise happen. I decided to go back to bed and do it at a later time.

Two hours later, my throat still sore but a lot less swollen, I got up and brushed my teeth (you can't have morning breath when you propose) put on clothes (you can't be naked either) and stuck the ring box in my pocket. I went to the couch where Casey had fallen back asleep watching his "shows," and nudged him awake.

"Hey, move over. I want to lay with you." I said sweetly.

"NO! Go to the other couch." Casey responded.

"No, c'mon, I want to lay with you?" I whined.

"NO! Leave me alone. Go over there!"

It is super funny when you hear this part of the story, but I knew this would happen. It was my plan all along actually. You see, Casey is a brat, and I knew there there would be no sharing of the "sweet spot."

I said, "Fine, I'm just going to lay on you then."

I lay down with the ring box positioned to dig into Casey's leg.

"Ow, ow ow! What the hell is in your pocket?" Casey cried out!

"What? Oh, this?" I responded, while pulling out the ring box.

Sitting up, Casey looked at the box nervously and then shoved me in the chest and shouted "Shut up!" just like Elaine on Seinfeld. Casey then asked, "What is that?"

"Open it." I replied.

"Are you serious?" Casey asks once the box is opened.

"Will you marry me?" I counter.

"Are you serious?" Casey questions again?

"Absolutely. Of course I am." I say.

"Yes." Casey says, as if the question didn't even need to be asked.

This was followed up by trying on the ring, a kiss, and then a few more "Are you serious-es?" and some "What does this mean-s?" and then another kiss.

SO...We're engaged. The surprise went perfectly. I am lucky to have someone who loves me unconditionally. The date is sometime May 2010.

Excitement is in the air...

Life is pretty fantastic right now! I woke up with a new spring in my step this morning and I wanted to share some reasons for it. There is a lot that I am excited about, and with excitement in the air I always feel a little warm and fuzzy inside. Here's a list of what I am excited for:

*My clean car, it has been months since the "mouse" has sparkled.

*Spring and warm weather, it is so nice outside right now. I love driving around at night with my windows down, it feels awesome!

*Britney's concert, I can't wait! It looks like so much fun!

*Student teaching applications, this means I'm almost done with my program.

*The Jonas Brother's song "Lovebug." I know it's totally lame, but I love that damn song!

*Casey's Kindle. Despite my complaining the thing is actually pretty cool.

*Lesson planning. I'm finally at the stage where I'm ready to teach in my first grade placement.

*Kelly Clarkson, her album comes out next Tuesday and I just bought concert tickets.

*New York in May.

*My 6 year anniversary. Wow!

*Wicked.

*Mexico...sort of. I'd be more excited if I knew a certain someone was going. Hint, hint!

*Summer. Swimming, shorts and flip flops, tan, lounging, vacations, no school, Sugarhouse Park, walks @ night, hot days, warm nights, fun parties, bbq's!

*A change of wardrobe. I get sick of wearing sweaters.

*Gossip Girl, when oh when is it coming back?

*Camping! I am determined to get Casey camping in the woods this summer. None of this KOA nonsense!

*MY CAR IS PAID OFF IN APRIL!

*Having my nights free again. I can't wait for May when I no longer have night classes.